its now or never;

2010-03-27T10:58:00.000-07:00

okaay okaaay, i shall update my blog. heeeh =X
life has been pretty normal lately and things are going on smoothly.
poly life will be starting in like err 2 to 3 weeks time?
but i just can't wait for the camp which is held on 8th of april :B
im just sad that i'll be getting my laptop somewhere on the 25th of april. i just hope that the stocks will still be there.
sighhhhsss
oh well, that'll be 1 week after poly starts. lets just hope that in the first week of school, there isnt much uses of laptop *crosses finger*

okay so, today, went to brilliante at bedok green secondary school. it was kinda budget butt the performance was fine.
met up with mahathir, hakim, farhan and some others before going to brilliante
took pictures which is to be framed and given to cikgu abidah for her b'day xD
got a little high during brilliante XD
and then, we went to sempang bedok to have dinner.
while walking to sempang bedok, theres a playground in the middle of nowhere.
so, me and hakim decided to play the swing forawhile =.= we're young at heart okay. hahahahah
and then, thats where the others left us -.- basket. hahahah
somehow, we didnt get lost on our way to sempang bedok.
cause hakim didnt know the way and i was just relying on my instincts -.-
we ate and crapped till 11 am or so?
its awesome that im able to meet up my secondary school friends again.
oh yah, pictures of brilliante can be found at farah's facebook profile. hahahah
okay, thats all for now :D
i might/might not update this blog at times :DDD
i'll see how it goes okay? ;)

2010-02-06T07:28:00.000-08:00

celebrated hong hng's b'day today..
i was hoping for things to go on smoothly but it didnt, freak it.
but it was an awesome day.
eventho somewhere in the middle, something happened and i was speechless about it =\
i think this is the last outing that im going to organise.
whats the purpose of organising something that will ended up screwed, right?
crap la.
you know how it feels like to call someone and that person rejected it?
when you actually wanted to make things right for everyone but it turns out to be the worse?
it feels sucks, really.
tsktsk
okay, till here then.
this isnt the usual way that i always write a post. lols

2010-01-10T06:04:00.000-08:00

today's sunday. which means tmr's monday.
in like 16 more hours, its gonna be the release of the O'LEVELS RESULTS.
damn damn damn damn.
theres alooooot of "what if" in my thoughts now.
aaaah, i'll just wait for tmr to come.
okay for now, i wanna watch sunghu jung videos.
man, he's a prodigy.
alright, thats all.
a short post cause im kind of lazy ^^
til here then
goodluck to those taking their results too okay? all the best :D

2009-12-31T09:32:00.000-08:00

its 2010!
and it's full of mysteries.
i kinda miss 2009 but i guess, i'm looking forward for 2010.
since that im getting my result soooon..
i'll be missing bedok green secondary, surprisingly.
oh, and i was pranked just now -.- i sent a text message to a random number given by qazimah -.-
at first i thought it was REALLY a pri school friend of mine cause it replied, "aku munir"
and i thought that it was cool, cause you know, i know munir and munir knows qazimah and so on.
but noooo, it turns out that it was actually qazimah -.- HAHAHHA
yes, she gave me a false hope. hahahaha, thanks though. looools
and im hungry now.
i want nutella.
no, i want donuts xD
okay, thanks to EVRYONE who made 2009 a pleasantful year.
i really appreciated it ppl :D
and last but not least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISMAIL! finally youre 16. hahahah
go watch some NC16 shows ^^
okaaay, till here then.
and oh yah, i finally changed my blogskin thanks to qazimah for helping me ^^
THANKS ALOOOOT! :D

Say HELLO to a new BLOGSKIN :P

2009-12-30T10:10:00.000-08:00

Hi, this is totally Faris posting.
Really, lols.
Okay so i got a new blogskin and it's GREEN! YAY. :D
All i did today was watch Space Chimps which is a really funny movie, btw and then rot at home. ^^ I didn't jog today because i didn't want to.

I like green and cupcakes with pink icing rawksz... I and the icing just have an, attraction with each other. It's so kewl and wonderful, don't you think?

And other than that, i absolutely loveee nature.
I like cats. A whole LOT.

I'm very hungry now and i shall go food hunting around the house since i have no where else to go since it's morning already.

Should i jog tomorrow or not?
I think i should provided if i am not lazy :P

Okay, this of course is not me, Faris who is typing. This is someone who 'hacked' into his account and changed his blogskin for him...

Hope you like it Turtle.
HAHAHAHA. Keh /:

Morning all!

2009-12-25T11:02:00.001-08:00

jogjogjogjogjog.
im really gonna train my stamina like how it used to be ;D
bedok reservoir/ park. here i come ^^

oh, and its 3.03 am now.

im a nocturnal human being. lols

2009-12-23T10:03:00.000-08:00

tralalalala~
i think i love jogging at bedok reservoir for no right reasons. lols
i had an AWESOME day today ;D
went jogging with ismail, hasjmy and hakim.
we headed back to school for the sec 1 registration.
met mr sari and mr hafiedz, thought that they were going to scold and screw us =X
but they're making fun of ismail instead cause he was wearing this police shirt that says, 'Blah, blah, blah.. i'm police'
hahahaha, made us laugh our ass off.
i somehow miss those sec 1 days where i was still blur, fat and chubby ^^
and aft that, we went to jiayi's house. i love his punching bag :D
then, we went our own ways cause some of them wanted to play basketball while me edwin, hasjmy and ismail alighted at ehub!
watched avatar and it was EPIC!

kaaay, i think i need to sleep now.
there will be a soccer match tmr.
plsplsplspls, i musn't be blur =X
and i need heeeeeelp in changing the blogskin. any kind souls out there? hahaha
kay, goodnights and morning people!

2009-12-21T03:32:00.000-08:00

im sooo tired.
did quite alot of things today.
soccer training, popeyes at changi airport, viewing gallaery, terminal 2 and aft that we went to safra to watch some random soccer match.
it was very very windy, a great place to relax i think. hahaha
should i work at oriental mandarin hotel this sat and sun?
im just scared of the managers there =O
but its okay la, i still have time to consider about it.
and im not working working today ^^
i gave some excuses that im tired after playing soccer, but yes, it was really tiring.
im not lying right? :D
im very bored now =|
jogging on wednesday anyone? (:

memories don't fade.
it just tend to linger in your thoughts at times when you dont even want to remember about it.
geez, this is so hard.
but its okay, i'll adapt to it.
and i'll just live my life to the fullest ^^

EDITED: i tried changing my blogskin but i somehow screwed it.lols
haiyo, i guess i'll have to stay with this skin again :(

2009-12-14T09:28:00.000-08:00

helloo

i was bored in the afternoon just now.

so, decided to went for a jog at the park.

i was breathing so hard after running for the second round =.=

my stamina is getting worse.

shall go for more jogs then, IF I'm not lazy ^^

chatting with qazimah right now.

and my nickname was RISYATSINGLOW =,=

not cool right? hahaha. i know =p

i want to change my blog skin but I'm lazy.

i think I'm going to sleep rather late today.

I'm still wide awake now.

okay, till here then! bye human beings! :D

2009-12-07T11:14:00.000-08:00

Its 3.14 am now and im still awake.

been having sleepless night this few days. sighs.

i wished i could work in suntec again this sat.

met a few friendly suntec staff and hell yes they're are fun to be with.

im just sad that i can't work in keppel with shiling, ismail, jie yi and liang ying this thurs.

what to do, i've got to help my uncle with his food stall or he might struggle working alone.

seeee? im very kind right? hahaha

its 3.24 am now.

and i dont know what to do -.-

and this thoughts keeps going on and on and on and on and on.

sometimes, i just wonder why we humans actually hoped for some things which is out of our reach. i guess that's just part and parcel of our life?

thinking again, i think that's how we are able to achieve things that seems impossible when it is actually not. lalalalala~

2009-12-02T02:25:00.001-08:00

gaaaaahhhhhh
i dont know whether i should go for soccer or sentosa tmr =.=
i wanted to go for soccer but i wanted to meet the others at sentosa too.
whyyy must both of this event clash at the same day and timing ? tsk
anyway, worked at the hotel 2 days ago and i think its kind of tiring for me.
cause i didnt do the serving job as i wasn't quite sure about it so i was handed over to this damn fit chinaman.
and i had to carry those round tables in a ballroom and shift it to another ballroom.
and then, he asked me and the other guy to carry this long tables and shift it to another room.
now my body is aching all over. i dont think there is a need to go to the gym anymore ^^
hahahahha, but overall it was a god experince. atleast i got to know what its like to work in a hotel right?
but i guess its better to work at my uncle's food stall, its more peaceful there. haha
okay, now ive got to make up my mind, soccer or sentosa? =|
gaaah, this thoughts is killing me =,=

2009-11-19T05:04:00.000-08:00

im bored im bored im bored im bored.
ive been rotting at home this few days, i should find a job soooon.
im not sure where i should be working at. thinking of coffeebean but i'll feel lonely working alone =\
oh well, maybe i should ask my cousin whether he is interested.
actually ive planned to go to sengkang swimming complex today but the weather ruined our plans.
going johor tmr, oh shit, i havent packed for the trip! =X
okaay, byeeee

=\

can you show me? (:

2009-11-11T07:35:00.001-08:00

helloo, im bacck!
i feel like posting this vid, have fun!

Whatever you do, I'll do it too
Show me everything and tell me how
It all means something
And yet nothing to me

I can see there's so much to learn
It's all so close and yet so far
I see myself as people see me
Oh, I just know there's something bigger out there

I wanna know, can you show me
I wanna know about these
strangers like me
Tell me more, please show me
Something's familiar about these strangers like me

Every gesture, every move that she makes
Makes me feel like never before
Why do I have
This growing need to be beside her

Ooo, these emotions I never knew
Of some other world far beyond this place
Beyond the trees, above the clouds
I see before me a new horizon

I wanna know, can you show me
I wanna know about these strangers like me
Tell me more, please show me
Something's familiar about these strangers like me

Come with me now to see my world
Where there's beauty beyond your dreams
Can you feel the things I feel
Right now, with you
Take my hand
There's a world I need to know

I wanna know, can you show me
I wanna know about these strangers like me
Tell me more, please show me
Something's familiar about these strangers like me

...I wanna know

so, can you show and teach me how? (:

2009-07-30T06:41:00.000-07:00

hello, im gonna do a fast update here.
last week, had pop.
congrats to haikal,teo shuin, dominic and the others for being the next leaders. keep the unit alive and i wish you all the best in handling the unit. its all yours man. hahaha
so, finally im able to focus on studies.
and i really want to do well for prelims. let alone o levels.
lets do our best in the final lap of the race. its a race that we've been running for 4 years. so, dont give up yet. we've got to reach the finish line and succeed ;D

2009-07-06T00:02:00.000-07:00

i love today, for some reasons.
firstly, the weather wasn't hot.
cause i was somewhere near kallang and the clouds were cooool!
took bus no. 10 and it went through this road.
it was getting dark by then eventho the time was just six o'clock.
and the bus ride was quite nostalgic.. brought back some childhood memories? lols?
saw some houses which i think were quite nice.
reached tamp inter and bused back home.

watched wall-e and somewhere later, went to mac with my mum and sis.
YAY! they actually have a mac cafe at tampines mart. FINALLY! WOOOO
i know this isnt really a significant thing to you guys, but...YAY!
okay. im bored now.
going out with farhan tmr and im pleading xi chun to come along -,-
she's complaining abt her new haircut and cause of that, she dont want to go out =.=
haiyooooo, okay. in the mean time, i'll have to get my butt off this computer seat.
i must mug! i must mug! i must mug! i must mug!
shall not procrastinate! shall not procrastinate! shall not procrastinate!
okay, enough of that.

2009-06-19T01:18:00.000-07:00

im bored.
im still left with a few hols hmwk, which i think i'll be doing it tmr.
since my brain is half-functioning now..
anyway, went for the camp planning today. didnt do much, but the night walk wasn't that bad.
it was fun looking at the sec 3's gg and ncc, screaming their lungs out. ahahaha!
went home aft that, decided not to overnight with them.
anyway, since boredom is killing me, i decided to find some poems and quotes.
enjoy~

She looked in his eyes with the greatest affection
and for once she thought her life was perfection

he never knew how much she cared
since her feelings were left unshared

dreams, thoughts, and sometimes cries
he never got how had she tried

tried to be good enough
but life is tough

the depression of this teenage girl
she looked in his eyes, her head in a swirl

she knew she wouldn't see those eyes anymore
he said his last words and walked out the door

she watched his car drive around the bend
see? all good things must come to an end.

and another one,

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down.

see? im bored. heh. oh and those quotes and poems means nothing to me, so dont you guys think anyhow :D
haahah!

2009-06-17T08:39:00.000-07:00

heelloo,
i was being totally blur in the morning today.(well, as always)
but but but,
this is much more bluuuuur
cause i was suppose to meet irna and fad at tampines inter mac and i somehow went to bedok mac instead -.-
annnd, soo, i was late for 1 hour plus.
then, while doing my hmwk.. saw fazwin and his friends outside mac, walking.
he saw me and i waved. what he did aft that was totally unexpected.
he went into macdonald and somehow shouted
"eeh you! you got girlfriend rite? what about your msn pm, We've got pinky promise!"
and aft that he told his friends," eeh this guy got gf, usm somemore"
everyone was staring at me aft that ._.
i was really2 embarrased, tried to tell him that im single but to no avail -.-
sooo, i think, all of the ppl who are eating at macdonald during that point of time knew abt me =.=
okaay, oovoo rocks can? hahahahah

2009-06-16T10:02:00.000-07:00

i found an inspirational story,

While at the park one day, a woman sat down next to a man on a bench near a playground.

“That’s my son over there,” she said, pointing to a little boy in a red sweater who was gliding down the slide.

“He’s a fine looking boy” the man said. “That’s my daughter on the bike in the white dress.”

Then, looking at his watch, he called to his daughter. “What do you say we go, Melissa?”

Melissa pleaded, “Just five more minutes, Dad. Please? Just five more minutes.”

The man nodded and Melissa continued to ride her bike to her heart’s content. Minutes passed and the father stood and called again to his daughter. “Time to go now?”

Again Melissa pleaded, “Five more minutes, Dad. Just five more minutes.”

The man smiled and said, “OK.”

“My, you certainly are a patient father,” the woman responded.

The man smiled and then said, “Her older brother Tommy was killed by a drunk driver last year while he was riding his bike near here. I never spent much time with Tommy and now I’d give anything for just five more minutes with him. I’ve vowed not to make the same mistake with Melissa.

She thinks she has five more minutes to ride her bike. The truth is, I get Five more minutes to watch her play.”

aww, it was sad at the end but the whole of the story was to tell others to spent at least 5 minutes to their love ones cause you might not now whether you'll still see them again or not..

okay, thats all..
i shall now spent more time with my family ;D and friends

2009-06-15T08:41:00.000-07:00

im feeling superbly low now.
idk why, i think im just tired, tired of everything.
i really cant wait for the upcoming camp.
lets hope that it'll help to clear my thoughts a little.

kay, i think i'll be on a hiatus aft this.
this might be my last post? who knows?
okaay, i'll end it here.

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
- Aizat; Hanya kau yang mampu

2009-06-14T09:31:00.000-07:00

i love this song(:,

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

2009-06-09T05:07:00.000-07:00

retarded.
my little pinky on the leg just got swollen, how great.
i was walking to the kitchen and i dont knw how i could accidentally kicked the side of the wall, the pointy part.
maaaan, it was awesome.
and then i moaned in pain -,-
i know, i sounded gay but well.. thats a natural tendency, lols
anywho, im done. bye!

2009-06-07T06:40:00.000-07:00

helloo,
im having a stomachache now and idk why im blogging when i should be going to the toilet but oh well...
the pain in my stomach is playing a prank on me. sheeesh
i think its because that i ate too many tulangs just now.
crapcrapcrapcrap.
hmm, ive still got maths hmwk and a little bit of chemistry.
idk why but im thinking of random things nw.. weird
okay, im stopping here for now.
maybe i'll edit this post to make it longer?
i'll see abt it..
okaaaay, byeeee

2009-06-06T09:11:00.000-07:00

finally, found something thats green for my blog.
since its good for my eye and that the colour of green supports mother nature, i love green(:
anywho, im tired right now.
maybe i'll blog a longer post tmr?
okaays, wanna sleep
byee!

2009-05-30T23:07:00.000-07:00

woah, mother tounge o level is tmr.
im sort of scared abt it, especially to know that there are others out there who are way more superb in their language.
well, its tmr, got to face it.
okay till here then

Aku tidak akan berputus asa, walau sekalipun landasan untuk ke medan perjuangan itu penuh dengan kesukaran yg menguji ketabahan dan kesabaran.